73 days until i see him again. that's ten whole weeks and three days.

and i leave in 11 days. i want to stop hurting but i can't. i can't talk to him for another two weeks. i'm hurting so much and all i can do is sit here and wait for the days to pass by.

and this weather isn't helping me at all: it's dreary, dark and it's pouring.
the only great thing that has happened to me is that i got a three on the AP english exam.